I have also been experiencing some difficulty remembering things, words or entire conversations just slip out of my mind. I was thinking it's just my ADD kicking up or something, but it's never been this bad. I'm also putting words in the wrong places when I am speaking. My wonderfully awesome coworker, Princess Melissa, has had to deal with me today. Poor thing, lol. Several times I would notice her looking at me like I'm crazy (yes I know!) but she just wasn't sure that she was hearing me correctly.
So this, on top of the other side effects is really getting to me. The acneform eruptions (or whatever you want to call it) is getting worse. I am very emotional. In short I am a mess to be around, but I've been trying to avoid discussing it. My poor, poor friends. Lol. And my poor family.
Tomorrow I am going to beg this new nurse to change my meds. I don't know how much more I can take before losing it. I feel like there's something new every few days. Boo.
Let's all cross our fingers that she listens to me. If she doesn't, I may lose my marbles after all & they might send me to ASH... Just kidding. Maybe.
Other than that today was normal. Obviously I am very emotional & this probably sounds like a pity party, lol. It all just kinda hit me this afternoon. I think hearing myself today talk to Melissa I realized how bad it has gotten & that I need to face it. I don't really want to.
Sorry for the downer guys, I just can't think of anything fun to write about. I am really hoping I have better things to discuss tomorrow. :)
I'll leave you with some wise words of advice from a country song I was listening to today... It really made me laugh....
Run and hide your crazy and start acting like a lady.
This totally fits me lately, and maybe a few of those other friends too. :)
Goodnight.
I hope it gets better. Prayers and lot of love to you.
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